The only time that I felt free was when I was singing and praise dancing for God, nothing else mattered.    I watched the Great Awakening for 4 weeks then, it turned into four months …I wanted to feel what The River congregation was feeling I wanted  to be forgiven, I wanted  to tell my mother I’m sorry I wasn’t there when she died, I wanted God to love me and forgive me for all that I had done.  I wanted to forgive my father for mishandling me.  I wanted to be healed.  I wanted to stop hurting and laugh like everyone else. I keep praying and praying and I just want him to hear me.  I went on line and I was BLESSED with a scholarship.  Since I have been in RSW this past two weeks, I have won over thirty souls to the Lord.

Something I never thought I would do.  I have become bolder in the things of God.  I have learned to stretch my faith and the spirit prompted me to take in two RBI students.  I thought I was hearing things because I do not like living with anyone and definitely not sharing my space.  But God has placed these Individuals in my life who love me for me, that aren’t trying to take advantage of me or judge me because I may not show emotion or look the way others think I should look .  Living with them has been such a blessing to me.  I feel loved and that is something that I never felt. God even gave me an extended family, in place of my own.